This is My Psychosis
Hi! I have a pretty long name (thanks to my parents who, for some unfathomable reason, decided to give me 3 names!) so you can refer to me as “Koi.” Don’t get me wrong, I do love my long given name. Really, I can just imagine how much fun it was for the people who wrote my name down for birth certificate, baptismal certificates, test results, grades, diplomas, letters from the bank etc… you get the picture, right? At least, if I have to suffer writing down three names, my mother’s maiden name and my family name -everyone else gets to do it as well!
However, that is not the point of this page or this blog. In fact, I’m not sure what the point of this endeavor is. But since the title of the page says “About the Author of this Blog” therefore, I will strive to give you a good description of myself. Hmm… if only it said “Beyoncé” or “Angelina Jolie” or “Mrs. Depp/McAvoy” -then I’ll be thrilled! But hey, Koi Sevilla is fine.
Who am I? Obviously, you do not know me (and for sure, I do not know you as well! see? Life is fair sometimes!)
I’m a lot of things and then some. I am up and I am down. I love turning frowns upside down. Although, these smiles can droop once in a while. I love music and reading. I am a COKE ZERO addict. I am not psychotic but I have tendencies to talk to myself and see things in a different way. I like to call my “psychotic” moments as conversations with the wall. I like talking to the wall…it does not talk back. But, I guess it crumbles down bit by bit, huh?
I am a singer at heart and I like to listen to music. I doodle and attempt at making decent drawings but I guess, one cannot have everything (except for Oprah and Brad Pitt!) I write like I have not learned anything about punctuation, grammar and spelling. In short, I don’t pay particular attention to those things when blogging. If I wanted to be strict with employing them, then I would have just stayed in school for my journalism class. Don’t worry though, I might surprise you sometimes with my impeccable writing skills and my high regard to please my former English teacher who I think has passed away… (thus, to avoid any ghostly visits, I will strive to write properly)
I love to laugh and making others laugh. I am anti-social and I am a loner. I do not mind being alone. Really. But, I always feel better when I am with people I love and those who love me back.
Psykoilogy -how did it come to be? It’s a long story but I guess I have been called a psycho so many times that it stuck. Well, who doesn’t want to be PsycHOTic, right? >_<
I just write whatever pops up from my brain. I will try to filter as much as possible since I do not want to be hunted down, tied and burned on a stake. I prefer neat, clean beheading -like they did to Anne Boleyn. Hopefully, it won’t be after this short introduction.
This blog will be less personal (but I won’t promise) and it will contain my musings. That’s it. You do not have to agree with me and I won’t force you to read anything or believe or follow my blog. It won’t be my fault though if Google decides to index my site as spiders might crawl around my site and hit keywords. So, if I end up on your search engine results page – I did not plan any of that! But since, Google has worked so hard to seek keywords (which I might happen to use) be a gem and just click the link and browse through my posts.
Disclaimer: I will not be responsible for people who will hurt themselves because of any of my failed attempt at being funny. Read at your own risk!
Seriously, I believe there are a million ways to see anyone and anything. Every situation is a different scenario to every unique person in this planet. I do not claim I know what’s right and what’s wrong. I will strive not to judge too much. Just please remember that this blog is not an attack towards a belief; or a culture or religion. It certainly does not mean to hurt people’s feelings or push forth a feminist movement. This blog is just a blog which will be the sieve that holds my sometimes chaotic and twisted take on anything and everything!
Here are the different shades of ME!