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How Can I?

How to purge you from these thoughts?

It would have been simpler to cut off a limb because either way you have left me incapacitated. I am unmoving; rigid and constantly inconsistent. I am topsy-turvy, spinning out of control while trying to gain some foothold in this world of only thoughts of you. 

I really need to get a grip. I need to accept reality; I need to stop wallowing and allowing fantasy and whimsical notions from clouding my judgement. 

I should ignore this heart. I should just overlook this nonsense that I call “feelings” and face the fact that these are a mere concoction of the hopeless, stupid romantic in me. 

This is it, I can feel the tide swelling. It is an awakening of something buried from long ago. I am pathetic so I think I just have to learn to be apathetic again.

I need to not mind you or seek your face in the crowd. I need to stop the unceasing replays in my head. I need to stand up to my heart and just hide it away. I need to hide myself away. 

But first, how to purge you from these thoughts…?

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One comment on “How Can I?

  1. Sam373
    October 12, 2012

    “I really need to get a grip. I need to accept reality; I need to stop wallowing and allowing fantasy and whimsical notions from clouding my judgement.
    I should ignore this heart. I should just overlook this nonsense that I call “feelings” and face the fact that these are a mere concoction of the hopeless, stupid romantic in me.
    But first, how to purge you from these thoughts…?”

    This thing called LOVE is like that because it was meant to make two, one.
    Still, the pain of learning not to SHARE or GIVE our BEST gift to the wrong is a reality we TRY to minimize since we seem to be unable to avoid it.

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