This is My Psychosis

30 Days of Blogging Honesty: Days 21-30 -the long and winding road…-

I know May is almost done and I have been absolutely remiss with my blogging challenge. I do not know if this is still valid or what but I know I want to finish the 30 questions because I said I would. I kindda lost interest and inspiration after my  most recent 21-25 post got botched by WordPress. I mean, really, I was pressed for time and really wanted to get it done then BOOM! Nothing comes out of the effin’ screen. I hope you understand why I could not blog about anything else for days after that. It was just disheartening -plus, I had to finish a couple more shows.

So, I know it’s late… but here goes!

Day 21 –  The person or persons that do not read my blog but I wish he/she/they would is…

This is an easy question to answer because honestly, I don’t have anybody in particular who I would want to read my blog. I do not write with a person in mind (hoping that he or she gets me or reads my thoughts) I just write for my fondness of writing and my secret delight in hearing myself think. What I do want to happen though is that  the people or person who stumble(s) upon my blog get something from it. I don’t mean to change the world or anything grand. I just hope it touches somebody and even just makes him/her smile…

Day 22 — Allowing another person to fully love me means they must…

In my first attempt to post a blog or answer about this question, I said that the person should be able to laugh at himself and makes me laugh… but since, I forgot what I wrote under that category, I will just answer differently.

Allowing another person to fully love me means that he or she must accept my family, my friends and the fact that my heart will always be in music and performing. The group I am currently in takes up most of my life in the sense that I am so fully committed that it comes first above almost everything else. I know that this cannot be the situation forever but currently, it is. I think that the person who will share my heart and my bed and my love should be able to accept and understand this. But he doesn’t have to worry because I have enough space and attention span for both. Plus, he must also accept my family -all their quirks and dysfunction included same with my friends. If he can’t deal with them then I’m sorry, it’s not going to work.

I know some couples compromise and that there are other people who would “suffer” one’s family. I don’t like it to be that way. I want this person to really immerse himself with who we are and how we are. Of course, I will do the same.

Day 23 — Allowing another person to fully love me means I must…

Always be fair, understanding and always have patience and respect. I cannot take these things away from each other because I believe the synergy they have is important to a working and healthy relationship. If I cannot respect the person then I cannot love him…

Day 24 — Given the choice between having to live the rest of my life without my voice, or living the rest of my life without the ability to hear, I would choose…

Oh my goodness. This is probably the most difficult question in the bunch for me. I am a singer by heart and soul and I need both abilities to continue doing my craft. However, if I cannot not choose, I think I will rather loose my ability to hear -but if I lose it because of old age. LOL I know, it’s a cop-out! But really, you cannot imagine the grim feeling that comes over me when I think about losing one of these senses. There is just no way I will survive!

Day 25 — My biggest pet peeve that has nothing to do with blogging, being online, computers or anything else related to the Internet is…

Seeing women go back to the men who abuse them. I mean, really, why allow yourself to be treated as such and then come back for more? I know there’s psychology involved and blah, blah and more blah …however, I cannot really understand this. Women should know when to say ENOUGH! -and mean it!

Day 26 — I would break the law to save a loved one if…

…There is an absolute chance that he/she will survive; live on; not lose his/her freedom and after I have done everything possible to save him/her without breaking the law. There will really be a time when you will have to give arm, leg and teeth to help the one you love. It’s natural and for some, desperate times call for desperate measures.

Day 27 — I have an inner voice, and if a friend spoke to me the way my inner voice does at times, I would…

…know that this person is truly a close friend of mine. I have limited close friends because I am anti-social and I am not really the type to seek friends all the time. I can be friendly and approachable but I only have a handful of people who really know the TRUE me. So, if a friend speaks the way my inner voice does (literally and figuratively) then I know that this person is close enough to me to actually know what I am thinking even when I do not say anything…and that he/she simply gets me!

Day 28 — Alternative Question: Your daughter tells you she is bringing home her boyfriend for dinner. When they arrive, she introduces you to a man who is not your same race. Sometime during dinner she announces that they have been married for the last six months. What bothers you more? The difference in race or being excluded from the wedding…

Of course I would be more bothered that she did not include us in her plans. I would be hurt and even feel betrayed however, since she is my daughter, I will tell her that she needs to get married again with the family as witnesses and have a grand party!!! I don’t care what race she marries or what gender even… as long as she’s happy and the person treats her with kindness, respect and love- it doesn’t matter!

Day 29 — My television is showing the same show on every channel. I really don’t mind watching ____________ (from the 1960′s) and I really love this show because…

The Adam’s Family. I know I haven’t seen much of the 60’s version but the remakes are always nice and I love how weird and dark it is. I love weird shows and dark comedy therefore, this show is AWESOME!

Day 30 — One question or subject matter if I were asked here on 30 Days of Blogging Honesty I know I would refuse to answer or definitely lie about is…

My sex life -not because I’m a prude or anything… it’s because there’s nothing to talk about… LOL!


OH KAY! There you have it folks… I’ve finished what I started (albeit, a little late…) I hope you still bother to read it. As for the dare, I’ll work on that ASAP! 😀



5 comments on “30 Days of Blogging Honesty: Days 21-30 -the long and winding road…-

  1. nenskei
    May 26, 2012

    I’m with you in your Day25 and with Day30 – LOL – Yeah right, nothing to talk about.
    Looking forward for the dare. ^^

    • koisevilla
      May 27, 2012

      Hahaha depressing thought right? Hahha

      • nenskei
        May 27, 2012

        Depressing? Shall we say… private? to be not so depressing? 😛

      • koisevilla
        May 28, 2012

        ahahaha amen!

  2. Tom Baker
    May 29, 2012

    You did it! Good for you. I know how busy you got towards the end and then losing the posts you had worked on. All good responses. I love how you feel about Day 22 but I don’t see it that way. I believe that a husband and wife are one and they are all that matter. If I have to accept without reason any family member or friend, that isn’t a marriage. Just my opinion though.

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